So I know that I have recently not been doing my share of contributing to the blogsphere. To use the terms found in torrents, I’m much more of a leecher than a seeder. To my defense … no there is no defense. I’ve been selfish with my time and not willing to contribute or share. And to those out there who are interested to what I have to say … sorry, I’ll try to be better.
The problem with writing about my “Love Life” is the fact that I really have no “love life” to speak intelligently about. There are certain people that I find intriguing, and there are people that I enjoy spending time hanging out with, but … no one really important enough to call “significant other” or even “special interest".
I know that seems a little crazy since those who know me have seen a torrid past that is up and down the roller coaster of relations, but … currently my affections lie with myself and hoping to be better to get to the next level with this mysterious someone. I’ve been out of the game for a little while. But I know if I want to attract that special someone I need to become the person with whom a special someone would be interested.
Which brings me to the “Open Letters”. I’ve decided to write some of my “dating” thoughts down so that people can interact with them and hopefully give me words of encouragement as well as tell me what I’m doing wrong. These letters will be addressed to an unknown her. I was thinking about using a name, possibly something that starts with an “A” since I’ve always had a fascination with females starting with the letter “A”, but I’ve opted to not include a name so that no one will get their feelings hurt or suspect that I am talking about them. If I use a name I’ll stick with “Muse”, the reason which you can decipher on your own. I trust you.
So that’s it. Hopefully you can follow me on my journey through the quagmire of companionship as I begin to write things down and get to the bottom of this troublesome journey. Plus … I hope you enjoy the adventure. Remember that these are just the thoughts running through my head. Like most good opinions and drives they will grow and progress over time to something that can be magnanimous. Please don’t lambast me too much in my infancy.
Happy hunting to you all!